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Saturday, January 12, 2008
Hello blogger.
Im here again.
It feels nice knowin no one will come here.
So i blogged here.
Im darn sick.
Sometimes when i hear you talk about her.
It makes me think of bestie.
Sometimes when i feel so shit.
Those that cheered me up are like them. Hmm
I once read a book.
Boyfriends/Girlfriends come and go.
Only bestfriends stay forever.
Is that true? But it's utterly selfish to make your bestfriends stay with you forever.
Haha!
I miss my bestfriends.
My bestie. ):
I used to rely on him on almost everything.
Called him, pranked him, and lotsa stuffs.
It's no longer the same.
& everyone has a part to play in this BIG CONFLICT.
I miss the sevenths.
They gave me warmth. Uncountable type of happiness.
No doubt there's sadness, but i love them.
I wish & i wish & i wish.
You don't make me feel secure.
& certainly i don't feel like we're a couple. You get it?
Why am i wanting so much? Hais.
Who doesn't want to be loved? Hmm.
Sometimes jiejie is right, we love ppl who makes us upset. Haha!
Sometimes life is just so mundane.
I miss eunice.
I miss yinah.
I miss cheehao.
I miss kenneth.
I miss delin.
I miss sanche.
I miss siying.
Stop patronizing.
Leave me so fcukinh alone.
Thankfully i love my OG ppl.
They are such lovelies. :D
Nothing to say.
What do you want most in a relationship?
Have you ever wondered?
It sucks you know.
When you're single, you feel empty inside.
When you're attached, you feel so frustrated about so many stuffs.
IT'S LIKE WTH -.-''
Alrights. Goodbye (:
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12:26 PM
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Sunday, January 06, 2008
I believe the post i posted on second, no one read it.
This blog is like dead.
But i just don't bear to close it.
I don't know what love is.
I don't know how to describe the way i love you.
I don't know how you actually feels.
But it's feels like shit knowing that i doubt you.
It won't make you feel good as well.
I don't feel like blogging at xanga anymore.
I'm waiting for army to tell me about livejournal.
The fact is you just can't let them go.
Be it they are just friends.
I'm a girl. You're a boy.
We both know how it feels like for the other party being close to opposite sex.
I guess we both know that.
It's just haunting me.
Killing me slowly.
No matter how hard i tried, and how hard you tried.
It just can't get off my mind.
You made me hate myself for hating/disliking her.
That's how bad it is.
You get it?
Why did i even let us go till so far?
You're not that a great person, but i just want you.
You're so lovable. You said just me and you.
Me and you, and it really be that way?
Nahs, it wouldn't.
Because you have them, plus ur guy friends.
I have my girls. my friends as well.
I don't know. Every moment spent with you is simply just so wonderful.
And sometimes i wonder, have you ever thought about her when you're with me?
I wish i'm being paranoid, and you saying the truth that you don't.
I hate myself for doubting.
I've never felt this way. Never ever love this way too.
It's way too scary, it's like im getting possessive.
This is something i've never wanted.
Since aprilo7, this has been dragging. You know it. Hmmm
I'm relieve i have ppl like jiejie, cj, eunice, yn.
They're like my life.
& of course i won't forget you too boy.
The sevenths, i really miss every single one of them.
I'm really scared. Of everything.
I don't understand a single freaking thing.
Enlighten me anyone?
When it's just me and you.
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10:49 PM
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Friday, November 02, 2007
i doubt anyone will read this post since i've already switched to xanga.
i don't know why.
i hate the big big rain.
with the thunders and lightnings.
it's scaring me.
i miss lenis. ):
i don't know why too.
but i really do miss lenis.
i hate exams. /:
im simply under so much duress.
from i don't know what.
exams. bills. and just life. );
that i broke down.
i kept crying. -.-
which is stupid i know.
but i just can't stop.
mugg hard.
endure everybody.
takecare.
goodbye. ):
; it's just so sad that nothing stays with me forever
With lots of love,
weili )-:
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9:08 PM
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Friday, October 05, 2007
i dun like this.
go away. don't talk to me.
just one word from you, makes me upside down.
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9:37 PM
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Thursday, September 06, 2007
it's weird when you actually wish ur ex and his girl would last..
it's no longer possession.
it's pure hopes.
sheer elation upon knowing ppl ard you are happy.
not just the ones you loved. but simply everyone ard you.
i pray for ur happiness, boy.
i miss hearing you sing..
lotsa love,
me. mE. SIMPLE MII (:
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10:25 AM
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Sunday, August 05, 2007
i wanna hear you sing so badly.
:(
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2:08 AM
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Sunday, July 15, 2007
19 days already.
i completed even the both sides of the new cardboard.
i may have changed but my feelings don't
i resisting my computer like how im refraining myself to call/sms you even though i feel so much that i want to.
many many many many days.
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5:58 AM
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